Wanting...
When I kissed her I felt her melt, with me. A bubble of pleasure enclosed us, separated us from the world. Through the touch of skin on soft skin blood flows talked to each other. I felt an all-encompassing love for this lovely diminutive creature in my arms. And there was great peace and joy in having her so close. Love and trust seemed to make the moments last forever. Communion of two loving bodies apparently joins their souls—so people say. People talk to express themselves; sometimes to hide themselves also. You never know what goes on in another mind. In fact you can never know what you yourself think, what you are, what you want, let alone express it. But at least I knew that I wanted her. Much later, sitting high above the ground, floating through the clouds on the way to another city, I asked myself, why did I want her? What did I expect from her? Pleasure? Companionship? Or was I driven by plain primitive instinct of racial continuity and self-preservation! I ...